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Host
08:04
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I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
As I try to hold on to what's left
But the darkness creeps in and it never gets any colder
As I drown in my own emptiness
I scream for help, but my voice is just a whisper
In this abyss, I'm just a ghost
I'm losing myself in this endless nightmare
I'm just a shell, I'm just a host
Memories of you, they haunt me every night
I try to push them away, but they're always in sight
I'm just a broken man, trying to find my way
But I'm lost in the darkness, and it won't go away
I scream for help, but my voice is just a whisper
In this abyss, I'm just a ghost
I'm losing myself in this endless nightmare
I'm just a shell, I'm just a host
I'll try to hold on, but I'm slipping away
I'm just a shadow, of the man I used to be
I'm just a shell, I'm just a host
And I'm slowly fading away
In this eternal darkness, I'll be lost
Forever in this endless decay
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Eternal Boredom
05:22
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The way you see the life
Is so bright
While some choose another side
To see life as it is
Come, give me your hand
Lets walk together
To nowhere
Maybe peace bring us something
We don't know
Where we can find some joy?
I feel that I need this
Something is growing inside me
Can you see it? Can you feel it?
Maybe I'll rest forever
In the cold silent night
Listening to my mind
'Til the Eternal Boredom ends
The time comes for everyone
And it will depends
On how each human deals with bitterness
I should already be in pieces, well sealed
But from time to time, life brings you new false hopes
It is like a disease treatment, which only prolongs your suffering
My lungs no longer accept this rotten air
The rope doesn't break when your neck accepts it
The cliff and gravity help me find the nearest exit
And in a matter of seconds, the pain is gone
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Fill the Silence
05:02
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I miss it...
I feel it...
Am I alive?
I'm dead, and there's nothing that will make me...
...feel alive again
Nothing will wash the pain
Not even if I wipe the tears away
Where should I go?
I still don't know
I'm just waiting
Where should I go?
Awaiting for a sign
A sign from the sky
The cold wind shall tell me when will be the time
The time that I'll find
Find what?
I still don't know
Horrible...
Moanning the arrival of absolute silence
An insasiated morbid atmosphere
Freezing my body
"Wishing to get out of this grave?"
Moan of a lunatic lost in his melancholy
Nothing will wash the pain
Where should I go?
Not even if I wipe the tears away
Where should I go?
I still don't know
Where should I go?
I'm just waiting
Where should I go?
How do I escape from this inner prison
That has been locking me since forever
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Sorrowful River
04:08
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Pathless, your life becomes an avalanche
Welcome to the world where cold razors represents the way out
There is no escape from this cursed place
You're already blinded by the fog
There's no happiness nor the warmth of a hug
The morbid wood of Marbadden is the place of bloody tears
There is no escape from this cursed place where the solitude resides
She, the woods, shows you the reality
And induces you to the gates of melancholy
Don't elude with the calm flowing river
The torment is inevitable
Let yourself drown, don't resist the flow
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I've tried to sound normal in hopeless feelings
Die!
And I feel the truth wasting me every minute, again and again
I'm not sure of my existence
Filthy I write words in my skin
Cause only I know the meaning of words that died with me
Don't you dare to come with me
Because I'll reflect for eternity about my decisions
(Such wise decisions...)
The plagues that consumes my rotting flesh can taste my embittered remembrance
There is chaos in every word I say
Release me, let me run to the sweet and welcoming calm
Where am I?
In this strange place
Is it real or just a space?
I was feeling your embrace
But now I can't, it's gone without a trace
Where's the light in your eyes?
There's no hope at all
Don't cry for the death within
Goodbye for you and I
And for those whose hope have faded...
Our happiness remains shattered
Don't walk into the unknown without looking forward
Where the fog is thick and nothing can be seem
Change your path, go away
You'll never be the same
Forget this place
And go away
There are things in life that you'll try to change
But you can't
Life is cruel with us all
And our Happiness Remains Shattered
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6. |
Starlit Sky
03:05
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